Where has your hair gone?
today i din come to school because i was feeling sick and nauseous and cold in the morning. texted mdm teo to tell her, and texted bf to tell him. Khai din some too, and i got to know all BOGs din come today except for Farah and Lyya. Sorry girls. I regret not coming today because I realise i could learn alot today. (POA and math) & there will be 3 tests tmrw. POA, english and math. Fuckkkkkk. Thinking of that, it got me more nauseous. Today Mum took me to the salon to cut my hair since i was always complaining of headache. And she thought by cutting my hair, it would make my head lighter. Thanks to her, and the hairdresser, i look like shit already. Thank you for making me a better person ehhhh. Saw Lyya's mummy at the Photo Shop arnd that area too. I got better after having KFC and new stationeries,creds to Mum. Maybe she wanted to make me feel better after knowing deep inside i'm cursing each and every vulgar word for the hair. Went home to find out Shadiq's bro wanted me online because he said he wanted to talk to me. And we did. And whatever conversation we had just now made me cold and weak and dizzy all over. Shadiq,if there is something you're hiding,i wish you can just tell me the freakin truth. You know, i just feel so fucking confused right now. I dunno where this trust should go. I feel like i have no one else to trust sometimes. God,please help me. And y'know what, by the end of the day, it got werst. I feel more sick, more nauseous and more cold. Werst still, my fingers are trembling while i'm typing this.