shithole

i feel like one fucking shithole right now. it's fucking 2 am in the morning & i'm not asleep yet because i'm just so fucked up. Mum cannot stop nagging at all. AT ALL. & i mean it, she can go on and on and on and on. my ears are already hot and it feels like catching into fire. my eyes hurt from all the effort to stop the tears. and my heart already feels so tired listening to the same damn thing. OVER & OVER AGAIN. i mean it,she repeats everything and say it loud. Like,shouting at me. omg. it hurts. another reason why i'm a shithole is because at school, i don't feel safe anymore. i am like constantly being watched by this pair of eyes, and always picked on whenever i make the slightest mistake. and slightest means the unreasonable excuses for me to get a little scolding. omg, is this like for real? i dun get the whole picture mannnnnnn. i feel like a shithole. i am so pissed with school and home. dammit. oh hey, it's valentines' day suckers. so cheers. go have a good time making out with your freaking dates and practise safe sex while i rot here at home like a fucking mofo.