Oh God, I'm back to Square One. School sucks big time. I'm sleeping at almost all lessons, & I really can't concentrate at all! Sigh..Rabak seh.. School's a bore, & I'm really scared I cannot cope & cannot make it at all, I've been thinking alot, but nothing gets done. I'm really a damned lazyass. Oh well. Today was again another day of scraping through. Was really bored all through the lesson. SFL was awesome! Spent 2 periods of paper war with Nizar, all those stupid things we drew to overthrow each other, had a freakin horny talk with the Chinese guys which seriously surprised us Malays with what they told us. God, they are like Saints. haha. &&& last period of SFL we gave MR Wong a nice farewell surprise since he'll be leaving school on Monday (i think). Sucha pity he wore black, which was cool cos we started to spray the white snow-in-the-can thingy & made him look like a walking snowman with goggles. & too bad cake was delicious but I only got a snippet which was gone in 3 seconds. After that went off for Band Sectionals because we really suck & if we don't start practising every day, we're gonna humiliate ourselves for National Band Comp which falls on 12th July. It's really tough cos the conductor from Victoria came to conduct us the previous day & sad news was he told Mr Ng we wasn't able to make it. Sigh.. Even though we've tried so hard. It's still not enough, yeah maybe we just suck. Haha. Sectionals was till 4 after which me & Khai strummed guitars in music room (still learning Unintended's intro) & some Oasis' Wonderwall & Live Forever. Taught juniors some chords before going off. Saw boyfriend who was busy cooking, so went off to Khai's crib. Surfed the Net to watch the live performances of some bands. More chords, and out-of-tune strumming and my stupid tak-boleh-naik voice. It was stress-releasing, to sing like there's no tomorrow. Stayed on till arnd 7, and didn't know what else to do so called dear Emak to fetch me home since I'm feeling so freaking tired. Mum drove all the way to Abah's office to fetch him, I slept the whole drive to and fro. Back home, started to imagine about having an island to myself. haha. I really have no mood for anything already, it's like I have nothing interesting to write here anymore. haha. Anyone, sing me something new.
It is where we first started,
That's what I tend to miss.I think Life's too short to always be unhappy. From now on I just don't wanna feel sad or anything but happy anymore. Even if life's a bitch, we gotta accept it,and if I don't, then too bad. It's me who's missing out. & to shamira, take care of yourself aite. I pray for your recovery, really hope you're well. & i really miss all my girlfriends. So much I wanna do, but so little time :'( Boohoo.
Cheers;
