Usually, Nikki will wake me up in the morning, be it purring (or more like screaming) in my ear, or licking my neck. Today it didn't happen. In fact, Nikki has been quiet for 2 days straight. We were so worried, he looked kindda sick, and he's stomach's like bloating. & whenever we wanna pick him up, he'll push us away. And then it hit us, Nikki's in pain. So Emak & Abah took Nikki to Mt Pleasant to get him checked by the vet, & it was pneumonia. Oh God, how could we missed out. Dear Nikki was in terrible pain, that's why he couldn't sleep, that's why he didn't play so much, that's why he looked so worried. Emak said he vomited otw there. Oh God, please make Nikki better. For whoever who's reading this, I hope you guys can pray for my darling Nikki. I love him so dearly. & w/o him, my days are a bore. I want Nikki back, and pls pls dear God, please make Nikki better. The vet called to tell us Nikki is still under oxygen usage, and that his condition is still the same. I hope Nikki's fine. I know he will. Nikki is strong ok.
Anyways, today is a bore, will be a bore. Didn't come to school, bcos of my runny nose. Bf didn't come either. If I came it wouldn't make sucha a difference, would be sleeping and slacking around anyways. Ystd was so sleepy, slept through the whole night & couldn't pick up any calls from Diq. Sorry bf! ahaha. Suha kalau tido, tido mati terus. Before drooling off to bed, received msg from dear gf, farah who's going through shit. You know, sometimes, the only way to make things better, is to let go.
Go and tell it to the man who cannot shine
Some might say that we should never ponder
On our thoughts today cos they will sway over time
Some might say we will find a brighter day
Some might say we will find a brighter day