yeah today everybody can see my bra, why cannot ah.pfffft.

today was fun. except for the sweat-making-my-whole-white-shirt-translucent thing and the walking on stupid slippers-which-gives-me-blisters and taking-them-off-resulting-to-splinter incident. haha. aite, today was suppose to be the surveying off Chalet I thingy for our band chalet. yeah, geeks like us need a break to ok. ya'll don't expect us to keep blowing the rest of our lives cos even porn stars have their holidays. k, that was random. anw, our chalet looks creepy. can't believe we're gonna sleepover beside a big tree which reads "Hi, I'm haunted & I'm gonna creep you out when the lights are out." honestly, it may only attract the ghostbusters, not losers like you and me, you know what i mean? haha. walked all the way up & down the boardwalk, to check out what we can do for our amazing race (which won't be that amazing after all since we know the whole walk is a nice shirt drenched with sweat experience). then went off to changi point to eat. but i didn't. i only got ice-cream, thanks to abang firdaus for feeling so abang abang today and treated me to a nice choc chip. & downed blueberry longan, that's all. saving my baby from obesity. then walked to sailing club back again. haha. splinter can go and die. ms tan had to chop off (ok, i'm exaggerating) my skin just to get that damn thing out. thanks, cher. then head off to bus stop, where ms tan cabbed all the way to her date (ooooooo~) while the 4 of us went to OCH. haha. it was gonna rain, so we didn't get in it. just outside was enough. esp since i was having what we all call the stupid red light. bussed all the way back to tamp int. rain caught us in time. oh thank you God, for making us feel so darn cold esp aft we complained of the heat earlier on. hehe. pictures, anyone? oh, and don't mind my stupid faces, apparently wasn't in the mood to be sane today.

creepy chalet, ooooo~

more creepy here. more ooooo~

no, i really got eyes ya'll.

haha. bimbo.

awww, she gave me a flower.

see, see the flower?

me and the "what?" pose. mich & anna wasn't into it dammit.

glenn the tourist.

me & the "waddup yo" pose. again, they're not into it.

OMG! TOTAL BIMBO OK!

OMG! I SO LOVE YOU GIRLS! (KISSES)

getting rid of splinty (name of splinter)

me & the "i'm not ready" pose.

me & the "farah, kaki aku sakit" pose.

to OCH.

we bunch of losers don't wanna get in there.

oooooooooo~

with victim of sadako from "the ring"

eeeeeeeee, wet.

freaky.

Okay, then me and farah dunno where to go. so we trained all the way to city hall. farah wanted to check out the bboys at the esplanade. not much. then off to marina sq for food. stupid cashier dunno how to use cashier. make all the mistakes a cow can make. sorry but my stomach is running a construction site in here. haha. then off to penin to treat ourselves to shoe nirvana orgasms. haha. yeah, we wanna bite them shoes off. haha.

a real cheesy shoot.

farah.

& me.(:

reached home only to be nagged at again. been fighting with mum for 3 days straight, sometimes i feel much safer outside. planning to pack clothes and bunk over at granny's crib if this goes on. can't take it anymore cos my heart is breaking every minute in this house. what does she expects me to do? sit at home like a bunny, picking up soiled undies and naming my toes after my favourite singers? sometimes, i wish she could see how lonely i am at home cos everyone's just doing their own thing and even after i wake up with a nightmare crying my heart out, what i get is a scolding for waking them all up. haha. hey, my boyfriend can do better. & whatever happened to privacy in the house. oh, you mean, me locked up in my room means i'm doing something unholy? it's cruel, i want just a little bit of privacy. it's not as if i'm masturbating or shooting a nude video of myself. & it also don't give you an excuse to confiscate my phone every night before i go to bed. this sucks, man. i mean, i am cruel, sometimes, i just don't feel like a family at home. cos maybe i've changed, no longer a goody goody. but stop tryna make me into some goddess whos sits at home like a robot listening to her ramble about nobody washing the dishes, because i do, and that's everyday. haha. wow wee. nice one Suha. pffffffffft.

I miss you Muhd Shadiq Bin Muhd Ilias. this is the first time I'm saying out your full name like this but it doesn't feel weird because in the end it is your name after all.
sigh, thanks for the listening ear, eventhough it was just for awhile.
cheers all.