Saturday, November 22, 2008

sing for absolution.


okay it's been awhile since i posted. ulfah got me something which was a chain quiz. thanks eh ulfah, thanks. (in a sarcastic tone) haha. no la just kidding. been ages since i did something like that. for those who'll get tagged by me, i'm sorry, but that's just how you play the game. got some mistakes with the questions so don't mind me :D & if you don't wanna do it then fine by me. k here goes.

1. the person who tagged you is?
ulfah.

2. your relationship with him/her?
schoolmate/friend.

3. your 5 impressions of him/her?
friendly, smart, pretty, nice & fun.

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
ran with me from the chalet to the swimming pool's shower room, then to pool to help me find my missing wallet. then ran back to the chalet only to find it lying on the table. haha.thanks ulfah, for panicking with me eh.

5. the most memorable thing he/she said to you?
"suha.. my cousin is boiling the seesha~" or
"suha lets be DOLPHINS!" haha.

6. your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
(mistake with the question cos suddenly so random lor.)

7. if he/she become you enemy, you will?
dunno if that's possible.

8. (repeat question)
errrr. (repeat answer)

9. what is it you want to tell her now?
DOLPHINNNNNNNNNNNNNSSSSSSS!

10. your overall impression of him/her is?
cool, nice person to hang out with, very cheerful.(:

11. how do you think ppl around you will feel around you?
laugh for an hour, then gets irritated the next. my friends, you can ask 'em.

12. the characters you love about yourself are?
hmmm. i'm not that uptight. i can joke & make conversations with friends/strangers. & the fact that i'm crazy, but not too crazy.

13. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
whiny, lazy & slow.

14. the most ideal person you want to be is?
myself. a fair share of positives and negatives. that makes me human, kan?

15. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
appreciate all your care and concern, lovely people. hopefully i have a chance to meet each and every one of you in person. it'll be awesome.

16. pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
(for those without blogs then just enjoy hor.)
1- irah
2- khai
3-farah
4-shamira
5-lyya
6-amal
7-rin
8-aisyah
9-afiq
10-shadiq

17. if no. 7 & 10 are together, will that be a good thing?
rin & shadiq
HAHAHAHAHAHAA. good friend with boyfriend. hmmmm.. INTERESTING.. both giler so can get along well ah i guess.

18. what is no.2 studying about?
khai
elective geog, d&t, guitar chords, patience (with your trombone jrs and the big fat pig. eh khai?)

19. when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
farah
just now. around 12 in the afternoon?

20. what kind of music band does no. 8 like?
aisyah
hmmmmm. not so sure. don't really talk bout music when we meet up.

21. what is no. 10 doing now?
shadiq
maybe still in town with his friends. or breakdancing at esplanade.

22. is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
rin
OH YEAHHH BABEYYYYYY. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

23. does no. 1 have any pets?
irah
nope.

24. are no. 1 and 5 best friends?
irah & lyya
oh yes. we all are.

25. what colour does no. 4 like?
shamira
green, definitely.

26. where does no. 9 live?
afiq
a block beside school. 6th floor? lives at the very end.

27. have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
aisyah
all the time. LOVE YOU AISYAH.

28. talk about something for no. 1
irah
CHUBBBBYYYYY! (screams in high pitch voice) i love her. she is like my teddy bear.(:

29. where is no.2 studying at?
khai
east spring secondary school

30. does no. 5 & 9 get along well?
lyya & afiq
hmmmmmmm. i guess so?

31. what is a hobby of no. 10?
shadiq
bboying, playing footie, irritating me and people around him nonstop, being horny, watching unhealthy images, doing unhealthy stuffs, watching Clifford the Big Red Dog (puppy days) on playhouse disney, watching cute cats or dogs, hanging out with friends. & hopefully he likes hanging out with me also, eh diq? haha.

32. what is the surname of no. 5?
lyya
Suliana bte Sudaman. i don't think we Muslims have surnames, kan?

33. is no. 4 single?
shamira
yeap.

34. will you woo no. 3?
farah
all the time. eh babe? *winks*

35. how about no. 7?
rin
yeah, her too.(:

36. does no. 6 have any siblings?
amal
yeah. 2 elder sisters.


okay, i just did the chain quiz. now i got alot to update on. currently, life's been really boring for me. i'm still grounded can you believe it? i still cannot accept this. i've been spending days stuck at home. if not home, then i'll be stuck in the music room, struggling with band pracs with this stupid ulcer plastered on my upper gum & constant blowing my nose off since i'm down with flu. & conductor's not helping by crticising me numerous times, saying i'm pregnant la, taking drugs la. sigh, it's not even close to the reason why i was playing so badly. his criticism are dumb, they're not even condusive. he's telling me i'm just wasting my time in the band. well, maybe i am, is my playing really that bad? anyways, he really has a bad mouth, that guy. keep repeating his eat-shit treatment. i guess his words are slowly pulling the band down. Monday's Band Camp & i'm not at all ready. i need to recover from my flu and sore throat fast because we'll be marching and marching while carrying our heavy instruments and playing through the tunes of Spanish Fire, trying to satisfy everybody who wants to shoot a video of us and send it to Ministry of Education, only to be laughed at. and it sucks to do it over and over again. it is not easy. marching is one easy thing, but with a heavy load and trying to memorise the notes in one go? but we must try. if we get it over and done with, i'm sure we'll be very proud of ourselves. also, there'll be drills, and night practice with the conductor (shit!) and band exchange at Bedok View Secondary. will be playing games too, & of course the night walk will be the highlight. it'll be a thrill, eventhough i think i'll be teeny weeny bit frightened of myself. & food will not be provided, so we'll have a chance to get our lunches and dinners outside. i really need kechings. okay, okay, enough about band. i just wanna take this opportunity to apologise to Shadiq for my mistake earlier on. guess my grouchy behaviour was really unreasonable. pffffffft. talk about moodswings. boyfriend will be off to KL on the 26th with his soccer team for a footie exchange and training. guess we couldn't celebrate your birthday this year on the 27th together eh diq? anyway, will be looking forward to your return, hopefully our plan to Escape jadi. anyway i'm feeling helpless lately. i'm always stuck at home, but there's nothing to do about it. so the only time i get to contact shadiq is on the phone (usually wee hours of the morning). and even if we get to meet, it'll be for awhile. and even if it's for awhile i'll spoil the whole day with my moodswings. sigh, so you can see how pointless the situation is. am i really that pathetic? yeah, i think so. pffffffffffft. Diq, i miss you. I miss spending hours and hours outside with you, exploring new places, or just hanging out together watching time pass by. now i'm left with 4 days before you train off. & i'm grounded tomorrow. and i'll be in camp for 3 days till the 26th, and that's when i realise, we don't really have time. i don't think you deserve all this, do you? since you were always the one cycling from home at 3 am in the morning to my house area when my parents are asleep so i can sneak out just to meet you. you were always ready. but i'm a bummer. my life's like this. i spend days at home breaking down because my mother's like that, and my father's like that. and i hate my father, just wish he could leave the house and leave the family alone. my life's just boring. you don't deserve all this, do you Shadiq.
cheers.