Robert Pattison, as Edward Cullen. God, i sound like any other teen freak having a huge crush over a celebrity isn't it? no one else more sexier, more charming than the character himself. How Stephanie potray this guy, super ultra hot guy (& it doesn't help that he's a vampire), sigh. i cannot take it. hahahaha. reading the book, dammit, can steam sia. (ok, that was a joke seriously) but life's been good with them books, keeping me company whenever i feel bored, or tired, or lonely. He (i mean Edward) makes me wonder if there are really guys out there like that. he's a really cool guy. haha. am i being so sensitive over a fantasy tale that has just been written by the human hand. guess so. but.. it's worth it.Band is in a critical state right now. Alot of people are feeling the tension. especially farah. that must be alot of pressure she's going through right now. and mr ng. i feel for him. barely scraping through each day to feed his family, providing them with food on the dinner table. Band is important to me, i may not realise it sooner, but it's a band, a team. i know, sometimes it gets tough, sometimes he get out of hand, making it seem unreasonable for us. but maybe it was just me trying to avoid the fact that band is something that will affect me. i love band, and the people i've grown fond of for the past 4 years. people come and go and new ones replace, and i learn to appreciate each and every person who has commited themselves to this team we develop ourselves. this wasn't about the school, the teachers, this is about us. it's pushing us to our limits, it is to prove how strong we are. if only we could hang on a little longer, stretch it a little further, and believe in our leaders more, i'm sure end result will pay off. seriously, seeing farah with tears in her eyes just now, it wasn't a lovely sight. she is strong and to think she would falter, i realise our band is really in grave danger. we must work hard and prove ourselves. we are stronger than this. okay. i'm getting philosiphical, but, who gives a damn?
anyway, today was Friday the 13th and if you haven't notice, it's a day before the long awaited Friendship/Valentine's Day. The class have been a "loving class" irritating Ms Wani as usual. Claudia was a dear, handing out personal greeting cards to each one of us. So was Eugene, with his never ending stack of sweets. I love my class. they are awesome, slacker, people. Yan Wei was sweet to bake heart and star shaped cookies to all of us band members. and Enrica made us go ''awwww'' with her home made ''i love esmb'' cookies. kisses to them both. many heartwarming ''happy vday'' wishes from many, making me smile the whole day eventhough my head was throbbing. many kisses to khai since she was the closest to me today, & sorry khai i keep bothering you with my accent. I reaaaalllllyyyy can't help it. pfffffffft. we wished shikin a happy advanced birthday (her bday's tmrw) in the canteen after school. sang her a nice out of pitch song of course. she got alot of presents! really awesome ones. she shared with all of us a homemade chocolate cake given by Salleha and Ateek. yummy. Rarinthip gave us free balloon sculptures! i named mine pooooodle (& you hafta say it with my accent). had fun, sitting down playing around with balloon bees and poodles.
after band decided to go swensens to give ourselves a nice treat (we survived the week!) and also to celebrate shikin's birthday. me, khai, farah, rarinthip, fad, shikin we met up with ateek, salleha and fadhilah(farhan's sis). SUPER KECOH I TELL YOU. haha. we were laughing alot! & we got free pink and red heart balloons! it was really romantic, the atmosphere i mean. and it's awesome i get to spend it with such great friends. i was feeling light and carefree. khai and i shared mac and cheese. and we all shared two big cups of ice cream. yum. then we just sat there, stomachs full, watching the waiters. haha. i guess we did embarrass ourselves abit. that part, it was totally redundant. paid the bill, which nearly reached a 100! we went dutch of course, and thanks rarinthip, for paying a little extra ^^. then made our way to open plaza and took group photos on the stage, then made way back home. Mum was a little mad, but i enjoyed myself and it was fun, so yeah. haha. kisses to all. i love today.
