Wednesday, April 29, 2009

It is too much, too much

You know what's too much? The heat. Unbearable unbearable heat. Making everyone whine like a bitch. And you know what else is too much? Homework. I think the school ran out of a system, and introduced this new policy to tire ourselves out till the midyears. Hahaha, awesome shit, I know. School is just making me crazy because I am tired with certain teachers. Or maybe one particular teacher and I shall not name who because I don't want to be sued just because I made nasty comments about the way teachers teach. Especially if it's a reaallllyyyyy weird way of teaching. In school, I'm like a trance. Always rushing to here, or rushing to finish that. Or rushing to eat or buy drinks. Shmeeguns. As a result, I think I have channelled my time to one or two minutes earlier. Anyway, it rained just now. A nice heavy downpour, oh how sweet! So I took a 10 minute nap during Ms Chan's lesson, because I really couldn't stand it. It was the perfect weather for everything and anything. I wanna thank God for the heat and the rain. It's a warning, it must be. I'll learn to appreciate.

Khai, Farah and Firdaus have been great school companions for the week. It's a breeze thanks to them. Khai the Panda, Farah Hotbuns and Firdaus the Shitface. Hahahaha. Simply said, they have been accompanying me through my most whiny periods, complaining about the Wak Jawa, the heat and more Wak Jawa. Hahaha. Today Mazli didn't come, so I had my fair share of slack. But unfortunately, the lesson with Franko wasn't useful because he was busy with the rest. Dammit. Khai made me feel jumpy because she was uncontactable for awhile & I think I called the whole world to search for her. In the end only to realise she was in the D&T room all the while -.- So we sat there looking blank trying to grab Franko's attention, only to fail because apparently, some JC student is far more important. Haha.


I am trying to understand certain matters and act matured about. I'm trying not to make any comments about certain stuff because of my disinvolvement. I'm just curious. Why does it take so long for things to be done with? So I am trying to keep my cool. In fact, we are. There are some things in life, that doesn't and will not have an answer. I guess that's part and parcel of life. If things don't go our way, one way or another, we will not be able to accept it and find means to find the reason. But even if all of this is a deja vu, and we go back to Square One, we'll still go with the flow, because that is experience. And experience isn't a bed of roses. It is pain in its natural state. So I am putting a smile on my face. Because you know what, Life is good, eventhough midyears are like right around the corner (in fact it's this Thursday dammit) and I'm not even close to completing my math revision exercises. Look, I'm talking about school eventhough we've gone all tough and serious about this whole "Life's good" thingy. Haha.

oooola ooola ooola oolalalala. Today stone teddy met me to tell me about school and his boring computer programming lecture. I think it's really boring. I'm gonna cry if I were him.


I hope I don't get into Engineering because Maths and Science ain't my cup of tea! Look I'm talking about school, again. K la, cheers.