Thursday, May 07, 2009

crucial.

Highlight of the day was band practice.Our last band practice.Isn't it kind of sad now everything's gonna be over?






Hey babe you know whenever you need someone you can not pretend with,I'll be here to listen.All I do is hug and tell you everything's gonna be alright,I hope it cheers you up even the teeny-iest bit. All the bullshit your stupid manager or life's gotta offer are just part of being human.Diq thankyou for being a great companion.You're the best person to talk to.

I haven't been in the mood for school lately.This sounds sick but I feel kind of lonely.Total irony because I've got tons of amazing people to turn to.Studies haven't been that good.Everything's just vague, either I don't understand or I'm too slow for anything to get into my stinking brain.I am sick just staring blankly at a question and feeling totally lost.I know I'm being this total whiny bitch, but if I keep repeating this to anyone, they'll just find me a bore.Suddenly I have no mood for Speech Day. I don't want to step down and cry because I am sick of being sad.And I am sick searching for my lanyard and a missing sock.

Guess I'm just deprived of some kind of a break.Some kind of a painkiller.Perhaps if I sleep for a week and wake up only to realise I'm in some hidden beach than that'll be just awesome.


God, this is too lenghty.Cheers.