Friday, September 11, 2009

The Sweetest Drug.

First date, first bus ride, first kiss, first hug, bus rides with you, flying kites, wind in my hair, cheap thrills, sentosa getaways, cup noodles on budget days, special valentine date, your dirty old hankerchiefs, your happy holidays snoopy boxers, farts, fears, scratching your back till you say aahh, picking your nose, your tears, my tears, our tears, your hair all bleached at the ends when the hair dye gets a little old, getting our butts bitten my ants at Fort Canning Park, your messy hair on warm days, hiding from my mum, hiding from everyone, playing thumb wrestling, your armpits haha!, secrets, your white lies, sleepover at the beach, movie dates, your face in the movie theater, laughing at people in the MRT, laughing at people everywhere, your fits when you see certain type of people, learning how to braid my hair, tousled hair, cheekbones, chasing me like a devil on some nights,sleeping in the bus, playing around with your hair, trying to carry me but failed haha, swimming in the salty salty water, pet safari, watching animals, talking about sealions and kittens with you, ditching you for stray cats, ditching me for bboy videos haha, piggybacks, the breeze, east coast park on lovely cool afternoons, long walks in the park at night, long conversations in the phone, you screaming to me in the phone cos you're crazy and dancing around, your voice when you say i love you, your voice when you wake up, your face in the morning, your face at night, sad goodbyes during vacations, going to school with you, all our fights, all our arguments, your sarcasm, gossiping about people, sneaking out at night, fireworks, sharing ice-cream, sharing meals, sharing drinks, sharing ciggaretes, sharing dreams, soccer matches, listening to everything you wanna say about bboy eventhough I don't understand anything haha, your poems, listening to breakbeats and bobbing our heads together like oomph yeah, our webcam chats, the earthquake through webcam haha, the unsuccessful Escape Theme Park date on bad weather, taking all the rides with you, our rollercoaster ride, bye bye b scribbled in my science notes, foam planes, how I lost my bicycle, jogging to pasir ris beach in the morning, cycling to pasir ris beach with me at the back before dawn, our sunsets and sunrises, the scenery from high buildings, being a puppy, being shaggypoo, being froggy, being bubu, being a girl, being a bitch, being a jerk, countless i love yous when there's nothing else to text, hanging up the phone when we're fighting, countless sorrys over petty problems, me feeling very small in your embrace, your shoulders, your big fingers, your hairy legs, your stupid jokes taken from the net, going to town with no purpose, your obsession over shoes, your fetishes, you as mr mechanic haha, getting jealous over kaka, your cute fat cat baby, your voice when you baby talk, your guilty voice when you did something wrong, your uh-oh or oh-nos like some bimbo, tripping over your stupid slipper, getting into my mum's car to meet my dad gasp!, trying to rap, trying to sing, trying to act cool or sexy or smooth haha, hitting you in the stomach, hitting you everywhere, your whisper, your voice when you say i miss you, how everything feels light when I'm with you, how free I feel when I hold hands with you, your space, my space, understanding, tolerating me being extremely indecisive and confusing and complicated, tolerating you being annoying, irritatingly cute, how my life is colourful when I meet you, forgiveness, no regrets, being in your arms, living each day free like birds with or without tomorrow, and your smile, yes, your cute loving warm smile,

Each and every random and little thing will have a special place in my heart because they make our love complete. Thank you so much Diqqy Baby for making me feel top of the world. It really feels good to fall asleep knowing you'll always be there. HAPPY 3rd ANNIVERSARY BOY! OooooWeeeeeee.