Monday, November 09, 2009
I take it that O levels are done. I'm left with tomorrow and Wednesday. It will all end on the 11th. Lucky number I guess. I'm not happy, nor excited. Suddenly I just don't have a single tinge of anticipation for the end of my so-called misery. I was so looking forward to that, but in the end, what's the point? I have no emotions now. All of 'em have been used up. As a matter of fact, I'm not feeling anything right now. I guess I'm too overwhelmed with the things that's been going on. Thank God all my major papers are over and done with. I've used up all my brain energy. Now it just refuse to function. All juiced out. My heart feels empty. My mind, blank. I think I need to give myself a break. Everything is just so overwhelming. Well, atleast I know when all else fail, God never leaves me. He never will.