catpower.

All my life I realise I've always been complaining like, Hey man I'm so tired or like, Hey dude, I just had the worst day of my life. I'm just so used to having somebody that it sucks alot for me cos I depend so much on people. I feel so fucking pathetic and weak right now and it doesn't really matter you know cos I've always been confiding to someone and life's all good but right now I just don't even give a fuck bout what's happening inside me. I can't even settle my own emotions sometimes and that sucks you know cos I've always wanted to be cool with myself I mean no pressure Suha just give yourself a break when you have a fucking problem just don't stress yourself out. I mean, I don't wanna have another fucking breakdown again man, that's the last thing on my list but I just need to calm down. I'm so confused right now like, I just need people to understand that I'm confused you know I just dunno what I'm thinking feeling that kindda shit. It fucking kills me this feeling cos you know I just find it so annoying. I dunno man I mean, it's cool cos now I'm just typing all this shit but my face basically shows no emotion now I just keep typing and typing whatever's on my mind I keep typing cos I guess it works you know when you just write shit but somehow it makes sense to only yourself. Damn I dunno what the fuck I want now but I think I just gotta have a smoke now excuse me guys