So I was wondering why Bella had to choose Edward. He left, made her wait, made her cry, made her feel so lonesome and helpless. However, Jacob was there to make her feel warm and cared for. He was there to fill the emptiness. I wonder if Bella chose Jacob, would it be different? Or maybe Bella should just die so nobody will get hurt. They will forget her, neither will get hurt and they'll just carry on with their lives and she'll just go someplace else and start anew. What the fuck am I talking about? It's 3:13am and my butt and thighs feel numb from the night-cycling with Mama-san just now. We finally bought the bikes from Giant. Thanks dude I totally owe you one! Haaaaa grabbed the cheapest bikes and off we go! Love the gentle hum of the wind blowing into my ears like it's trying to tell me something.
The sky was kindda red today and it was very mellow and cooling and I like it. I feel fresh.