Saturday, November 06, 2010

Intervention

I've been meeting my boyfriend for alot of times this week and I've come to realise that sometimes I don't really appreciate the little things he does for me. When I meet him I make him carry the heavy things for me, I make him listen to all my rambles, in the bus I use his shoulder as my pillow most of the time to sleep and even when it's nearing midnight he sends me home without fail. Yet I never seem to notice his tired face till yesterday when he was looking all shagged while he was walking me home. We had to rush to the bus stop on time for his last bus and I realise that I don't think I can ever get someone to always do those little things for me. To always carry things for me, to always listen to me, to always look out for me, to always make sure I reach home safely. At times I forget and I say and do things that hurt him. To the extent he had to ask me if he was ever enough for me sometimes. I am stubborn and selfish and shitty but he's still there.Truthfully he's all I want and need. I'm sorry for all the hurtful things I've done and thank you for always being there for me boyfriend.