I'm afraid to feel love anymore, because love hurts. I should know better because I've been through alot. Recently I tried to think practical. I tried to think with my brain, instead of my heart. Usually that won't help because I just like to risk it and follow my guts. But what happens when my guts have been on the chopping board numerous times? About to make the same decisions, about to feel the same old same old. I think I shouldn't believe in love anymore, not because it isn't true, but because I felt too much hurt. Maybe love now in this era is just an infatuation. Everybody will do things that will hurt their special someone. Nobody is traditional enough, or classy enough to take the time knowing the person and appreciate them fully. Now everyone's rushing. Might as well don't call it love.
