Sunday, August 14, 2011

I've been on a long hiatus due to crazy submissions, meeting all the deadlines. I didn't get to meet some on time. I skipped one submission because I was so tired since I didn't sleep for almost 3 nights straight, surviving on only 1-2hrs naps. It's crazy, my face is a huge wreck, my moodswings are irrelevantly annoying, my laughter does not charm anyone anymore instead it is now the sound of a crazy psychotic woman with no sense of happiness. This is suppose to be the start of my holidays, but since I really suck as a design student and many lecturers agree on that, I'll have to re-edit 2 of my projects and submit them the following week. Sigh. What is life. I've spent hundreds I guess printing and printing and mounting and buying materials and printing and shit never works out. Well, things have been good here and there. I've got real good friends who's been watching my back and a supportive bf who tries to cheer me up when I'm feeling real low. I think I kind of hit rock bottom on one of those days and Shadiq and Joceline had to listen to me bawl my eyes out over the phone. 

BOTTOM LINE IS, TO ANYONE OUT THERE WHO IS THINKING OF WHICH COURSE TO CHOOSE, DO NOT CHOOSE DESIGN. JUST DON'T. IT'S FUN, BUT IT'S ACTUALLY NOT. SNAP OUT OF IT, DESIGN IS JUST BULLSHIT.

Chiaoz.