So, I'd like to address the issue on relationships. I know many are in one, or at least in an almost one, or maybe wants one. My point is, what's the point? Yes, I've changed. My perception has changed. I used to be this girl who believes in love and the joys of being a part of something extraordinary. But I guess as years pass by and as I watched and heard of these tales, fables....I begin to realise, nothing's extraordinary. What's more ordinary than being in a relationship? In the end, lovers can be replaced, forgotten, left behind. What is more ordinary than flames to dust?
It's sad. This world is beautiful and love is beautiful but people just fuck it all up. Shit gets messy because of people. Love is not complicated, people are. I observed and watched as every relationship around me is fucked up one way or another. I guess that's life, or maybe that's just me now. There is this part of me that already has a vision of the future me being a single old fag living alone in some big house full of cats. Or married with a dysfunctional marriage, or married then divorced. Hah. Or maybe I'm just being paranoid.
But I guess there's still hope. I'm always full of hope. I believe one day I'll embrace love like an old friend and stand by it till the end of time. That one day I'll be that minority who sees the beauty of love and appreciates the value of such an extraordinaire.
Just my point of view.