After NBC, went to Mac with the other bandmates. They ate, i watched while waiting for Shadiq. Met him for awhile after which both of us hafta rush off to two separate destinations. Him, to his soccer training, and me, to meet the other gfs, off to town. Time check: 3.15pm. Thank God all gfs reached tamp int together at once, so i wasn't considered late, none was pissed with me. Changed (with help from Irah baby, thanks alot girlfriend!), and head off to City Hall. Irah wanted to get her boyfriend something for their 9th monthsary cum birthday. So, we window shopped for awhile at Raffles Place. (AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH so many pretty things, so little cash!) We went to many nice shops and saw so many nice things. It hurts alot. Bought a chocolate bar to share from Cocoa Trees. Head off to Marina Square next. Kene kacau dgn mat. Bingit uh. Irah got her boyfriend a wallet from RipCurl. And that was where the other bandmates who went for the NBC Results told me the news about our Silver. Me and Khai went out of RipCurl screaming. Yeah, screaming. In Marina SQ. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SILVER LA SIOOOL! OMG OMG OMG KHAI KITER DPT SILVER LA SEHHH! (in my bimbotic voice) & thanks alot all for the nice stares we got, but fuck it! Silver was all we needed to make us smile for the whole day. Sorry Irah, you were having a problem, but we still smiled and was happy. But seriously, I think for every problem you have, maybe you should stop blaming yourself. Because from what I know, you aren't always at fault. Right, said goodbye to Dear Irah, we sent her all the way to MRT to take her train back to Tampines. Pffffft, couldn't joined us for the sparks.
There after met bandmates at Esplanade, and they went off before the sparks. So left was me, Farah baby, Shamira Baby & Khai baby. Time check: 7.45 pm. & then they went out. the fireworks. Bursting. With life. How one by one they just exploded right infront of us. Euphoria, yeah that's what I felt. Every year, watching fireworks was like always the best moments of my life. this year was extra special. Fireworks was there, for Band's victory & with my lovely girlfriends. Haaaaaaaaaaa. Awesome! 3 sets of sparks in all. Too bad boyfriend couldn't join cos would be more awesome with him there. It was amazing how that few sparks manage to light up everyone who was there. Then head of to Esplanade to sit by the river. God i just learnt something about myself. I cannot take deep water from a great height. OMG OMG OMG KORANG AKU TAKOT SEH. OMG MCM NK JATOH. OMG KORANG SUHA TAKOT. total bimbotic moment. Stare Stare. Sume orng stare. Ahahahaha. Enjoyed the nice cool wind and great river scenery (NOT!) for awhile, before heading off to City Hall to take the train home. Met J otw there with the rest of the malay dancers & some of her peeps. Said hello, said goodbye. Off to train.
Received a call from Boyfriend at Bedok, who asked me & Farah to alight at Tanah Merah. Met them & head off to one of their friend's condo. Super awesome la condo! Some peeps swimming, others fooling arnd. All of them super jokers! Mizan & Dzul was there too. Had a great time laughing & them making alot of noise. After which security chased us out. Time check: 10.30 pm. Farah & Afiq went home their separate way. Me and Diq walked the road behind since Nenek's house was nearby & parents was there, so couldn't risk it. Atmosphere was super scary. Dark & quiet places. Wouldn't walk there if i was alone. Sat at a playground with boyfriend for awhile. Playground at night pon scary. Around 11.30 took 38 to interchange. In the bus, bf told me some ghost stories, about him when he was young, it totally scared the shit outta me! Scared like hell to go home. Reached Tamp int and said goodbye to boyfriend and we went our seprate ways home. Time check: 12 am sharp. Thank God parents were asleep(:
Arnd 4 am chatted with bf until nearly 6 when the line got cut off and both of us were sleepy anw, so just turned off to bed. Woke up & decided to bloghop. Bloghop punye bloghop, until i landed on someone's blog (she-who-must-not-be-named). ahaha. God, I never realised a girl could be so desperate! too desperate, i mean. Okay, I know you feel really really really sad & heartbroken because someone who once dated you kindda dumped you, to do what's right, and to be with someone he loves more, or whatever the reason is. Truth hurts, cold hurt truth slaps you in the face. But you still gotta pick youself up, fuck the past and move on anw, for the sake of moving on. Cos it's been half a year already. Maybe he really did made an impact in your life. But dammit, he dumped you. HE FREAKIN DUMPED YOU, BOZO. & maybe i dunno the whole story, but you said you cried (like some gundu gendeng). There, you said it. You cried. What's more of a shit treatment to have yourself crying over spilled milk? Maybe it's time you stop crying & realise your worth. Yeah, maybe you still love him, that, i cannot change. But maybe you should love yourself more alright. Pfffffffffffffft. Just shows how someone could stoop so low, to travel from Woodlands to Tampines to the place she once went with him, to take like a few pictures for a nice 30 minutes, before taking the bus back home, and raking up the past. By the rate she's going, she's gonna be completely trapped in the past & i bet it would take a long long longggg time until she moves on. She should really snap back to reality & realise herself. & to think she's a year older than me, she should be more matured in facing such situations. God. So tak perlu. Please go away damn it.
So there you have it. A nice long post, with enough details of everything. More pictures will be uploaded soon, hopefully. Khai must send me okay. Shamira too, must send me pic of the heart. okay, Cheers to all(:
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Suhaaaaaaaaaaaa says:
(:
SHADIQ says:
i feel like cracking eggs
SHADIQ says:
haha
Suhaaaaaaaaaaaa says:
what the?
Suhaaaaaaaaaaaa says:
haha
Suhaaaaaaaaaaaa says:
cracking eggs?
SHADIQ says:
no link shadiq
most certainly, my boyfriend's crazy
I miss you too,love