Wednesday, July 16, 2008

wanna say thanks.



Oh god how I want that day to happen again. How I want Saturday to replay once again. Pffffffffffft. Why must happiness only happen for that moment. Thank you mum and dad, and thank you boyfriend's mum for making my life a living hell right now. Thanks to you guys, I'm suffering like a piece of shit here cos everything's blamed to me. Everything I do is wrong. And your son's studies are dropping because of me. He cannot concentrate in school because of me. My mum dunno how to teach me right. Thanks for making my whole family look like shit. Thank you Mum and Dad for making it worst by saying it's my fault. yeah, everything's my fault right now aite. Mine, all mine. Just by a phone call, its worsening into some big fucking piece of problem here. Thank you for not caring about how I ever once felt. Thanks for not sensing I might break down anytime soon. Thanks for making me feel so fragile. Wanna say thanks to my lovely friends who've cheered me up alot of times, making me laugh till I drop and cry. Thank you girls. Thanks boyfriend for making my stupid fucking situation feel a bit lighter. Most of all, wanna say thanks again for both Mums, and my Dad, for making all this successful. Without you guys, my life will be boring without any fucking problem. Thanks, Thanks alot.

Please..
Please lift a hand,
I'm a only a person,
Who happened to fall in love,
Just this once.
Just this once.