People consciously don't care,
How unfair,
We've got to find another way,
To make the world go 'round.
its 12.15 am. So its Saturday. So ystd was Friday. Right. Ystd was kindda okay la. Whole day was a blur. Came to school & scraped through lessons, once again cos apparently the previous day hanged out with boyfriend till 11. So was still sleepy -.-" Had a test, & PE was fun & blablabla.
After school ate at Tamp Mart before heading off to band (sigh). Usual sarcasm by conductor & the usual pumping by Band Major. Wow. Band is tiring. I will always fall asleep during band practices. And i repeat, ALWAYS. every single band prac, there won't be a time I sit up straight and awake. Maybe aircon & the droning his voice makes me nod off. Pfffffffffffft. After that went to MacD for our last Double Cheese. Since Khai & Nabilah wasn't there, left was me & Farah, joined the CD cadets. Great bunch of people there, nonstop laughing when with them. Reached home arnd 730? (WOOOOOOW, SUHA. FIRST TIME BALEK BEFORE 8.30)
Mum was obviously surprised. haha. but then, changed & met Farah (& her two sibs), Fique, Wan, and boyfriend since they'll be breakin at my house area. Cycled all the way to library to return the books then back again, then back to Farah's house at Sunplaza to send her litlle kid sister home since I have nothing better to do, and I'm a kind soul(: ahahaha. Okay, dunno why suddenly when I return people get kindda pissed, maybe bcos it was gettin late. Cycled to Cheers nearby to get the fluid and chips, and kindda hang arnd for awhile before I say goodbye to Afiq, Farah & Iman. Thennnnnnnn, me and boyfriend sat at the park for awhile, and it was rushing so we couldn't spend that much time. However, I miss him alot, eventhough we met like the previous day already. Pfffffffffffffft.
Clock was ticking and the time was nearing midnight, so we decided to go home. Goodbye boyfriend, I miss you alot. I wish you could stay a little while longer so we could spend alot more time. Sigh. Aite, reached home. As usual, no communication made whatsoever. Home feels empty currently, ever since the incident, everyone just kindda distance themselves from one another. Didn't know where Mum go. Didn't know if Dad'll be back. Dunno where the hell bro is since last week. & Sis been real quiet, so cant really tell what's goin on. ahahaha.
So there, that's a snippet of an OK day for me. I'm tired, I'm beat, I want my handphone to topup by itself bcos i wanna hear my boyfriend's voice tonight, I wanna follow Farah to the prize-giving thing tmrw but I can't, and I'm sorry. I have plans for all my Saturdays but I can't go cos of my madrasah. I'm sick with desperate people(ok, totally random). I don't wanna go FundRaising bcos I'm just need a break. i miss Shadiq, and I think some friends need help realising. Right.
Cheers to all (yawn)