POA test failed by 3 marks. Chem test failed by 2 marks. SS test failed. Art failed due to late submission. did not do malay test cos was absent from school, most prolly failing physics and history test too. my CAs are like shit. i know i shouldn't feel bothered or anything cos CAs aren't included in Olevels at all, but, fuck, what a nice way to start my lovely year. i dun give a damn i'll curse and swear all i want, to hell with the dumping of foul language in my blog. i tried i tried. but sometimes my best is not enough. damn damn damn. this is just complete bull.
anyways wanna thank khai baby for accompanying me in everything i do. i must say we must have spent more than 10 hours a day on most days of the week. haha, thanks for being patient with me i know i'm really irritating esp when sumthg or some one is bugging me. and thanks for the gossip. we have alot of sins always gossip about people eh. tsk tsk. i love you khai im gonna give u a big wet kiss on your cheek on monday because i miss you alot. 
picture above is my sister btw. we were snapping pictures using her laptop and her face was so extreme i caouldn't take it anymore i keep laughing my ass off. seriously her face can be twisted to many different expressions so dramatically it actually is scary. she likes to do those scary faces at night before i go to bed in the dark. she'll suddenly face me with that look and come nearer. to a point i once cried cos she was so scary. anyway, ystd after band my sister fetched me and we at at arnold's pasir ris, then went home to change because she wanted shop at bugis. we had little money on us so we decided to just go bugis village. it was fun shopping with her cos sometimes she cannot keep her comments to herself when she see strange people and she'll straightaway whisper it to my ear eventho that guy was like, infront of us. oh god. she got herself a top for $20. i wanted to buy this pink vintage polo tee but it cost $33. or a nice brown leather bag which cost $49.9o. wah like that tkyah sudah. then we bought watches which was so cheap. $5. haha. hey atleast something right. & i bought a che guevera ear studs. wanted to buy a liam and noel gallagher tee but it was an oversized tee. and for someone like me to wear an oversized tee, it'll look really weird cos i'll look extra extra large. haha. then we wanted to grab a cuppa so i suggested we go one fullerton, but kakak so blur she missed a path there in the end we went to east coast starbucks for java chip and cinnamon roll. wanted to go marina barrage after that by the time it was midnight and we were both beat. so she drove home, really fast with the music pumping in my ears and the windows wound down we screamed our lungs out singing to the tunes of T.I like a gangsta. for a second, i forgot that i was failing in life. im gonna miss my sister and all of that once she goes overseas for her studies. sigh.
today is a saturday and saturdays are madrasah days. both khad and feeq didn't come today so i was left out in the class with the minah tudungs. haha. ustad farhan wanna step british he taught us arab in english language. oh god. what a weirdo. i felt strange during break time cos i was like in cold sweat, my throat hurts alot and my head was spinning. then i realise i was getting abit feverish. damn. so i cabbed home after that only to find out there was no one in the house. no food, nothing. very hungry and frustrated. so i watched tv and took a nap. will be skipping madrasah next week since we have a band exchange at Nan Chiau. so since im not doing well in studies, im gonna try to do well in CCA wanna get that medal so bad. band didn't do so well ystd, but its good we're improving. however like what mr ng said, our best is not enough. tiara and azryl came by to visit. i miss tiara! she told me i should apply for direct school admission. i think i'll be doing that around June. i need a place in poly. im a little bit worried i cant make it. but i must have confidence in myself! im not a tiny speck of nata de coco! im a fish eating potato! so yeah will be applying for DSA hopefully.
today zara isn't doing so well, she keeps getting bigger and bigger. zara baby, u shud stop growing ok for suha's good. been trying to get rid of zara. what i learnt in PE should always be applied at home. love you zara.
tonight shadiq working the night shift again. wah so damn boring sit at home cannot go out, got no one to text and having a fever. haiyo. i think im gonna watch tv eat chips and be a couch potato. or im gonna talk to zara maybe she can help me.
2 more days to the hills season 4 aired every weekdays on mtv omg i cant wait la. cheers!